飞蛾

万家灯火看得太多
只会更寂寞
听说失恋可以愈合
我的痛谁又晓得

爱情只剩灰色泡沫
可以溶掉我
是不是 得到的越多
反而就会更难过

画面定格了
心痛了碎了
我们的快乐
被你推翻了
世界剩我一个
我想 你也不会再来找我

我爱你像飞蛾扑火
得不到什么
爱情在风中凋落
也许爱是伟大的
我是卑微的
你是不适 合我的

我爱你像飞蛾扑火
得不到什么
是我错误的选择
也许一个人比较适合

画面定格了
心痛了 碎了
我们的快乐
被你推翻了


我弹着钢琴唱着歌
胸口却依然在疼着
也许弹着弹着唱着唱着
就愈 合

灾难！

Today is my first day of clinical placement in Repatriation General Hospital! It was a lovely day as usual! BUT unfortunately, something has gone very wrong! I should not have my blood donation today! Ok. Stories start now:
Me and lindsy went to have a blood donation before we had our lunch! Lindsy cant have it because the unreasonable reason that the receptionist mention. I don't know why, so I do my blood donation alone there. Everything was doing alright from the beginning of the blood donation until the end! I quickly run off to my ward to continue my orientation because it was 15 minutes late already! I then, continue the meds round with a nurse and after 30minutes, I felt so drowsy and kind of fainting in my brain! I wished to stay awake because i don't dare to ask for some leave from the RN! This is my first day!And i don't want to make the nurse think that i am not a qualified nurse so, i will be patient until it time to go home!
BUT, i cant! I fell on the floor straight away and knock my head so badly! The doctors and nurses quickly come around me and save me. Check my blood pressure and it was tooo and extremely low. It's hypotension!
The doctors think that i must have sth happen on my head because i knock on the wall so hard. and keep on asking me are u still alright? do u still feel like fainting? dizzy? yes! only at the first time! then after that the give me glucose for 2-3 hours then I can go back! Luckily they are not going to call my mum because my mum cant understand English!
she will faint if she knew those thing about me! lolzzz...I called her after i reach home! Then she just scolding me for why do i go for blood donation? and the needle is so dirty and maybe infectious! grrrr...
then i was back here!
What a really "good" day!

short shift!

I went out to kiandra a lil bit earlier and shopped at coles.. I bought some lamb and marinated paste and sesame oil and teriyakki and spicy sauce. I am planning to have a nice meal tomorrow! That's marinated lamb? i think it should taste nice! woohoo!
I went to kiandra and saw the bloody stupid chinese (china) RN !!! I seriously hate him! oh well, at the first time because we have some arguement last time! anyways, he is ok for today! But i still dont want to see his face leyy... looks soo bloody stunt and stupid..ahha..
I really cant wait and have to cook RIGHT NOW! I am bloody starving!
grrrr....

short shift!

Hospital Trip!

It was extremely cold today! I ate my bak zhang this morning then had a phone call from kiandra's nurse manager. She asked me whether i can go to work at 1pm? to bring a resident to the hospital for a gynae checking? yup! I agree! I was on the ambulance!!! This is my first time! It was quite fun at the first time and i found out that it was actually nth special with the ambulance! lolzzz... It was totally clean than what i thought! I thought it was blood everywhere or a bit old. However, tiring and waiting journey in the hospital! check in then we have to wait for an hour for the exact appointment time! let says the appointment time stated on the card was 2pm then u reach there, then u have to wait another hour for the doctor! GUESS what? Today i saw a special procedure..lolzzz..the doctor let me to join and see what's he is actually doing to the old lady! He was just use his hand (of course with a gloves) to go into the old lady vagina and get a rubber about 5-6cm diameter ring out from the vagina! wow! and the doctor was a man! i really cant belief it! after that he just clean the ring that he took out and check whether there's any broken or crack! If it was crack then he have to get a new one and put it in! after that he rinse the ring under a running pipe water then use a steel thingy(like a playar) lolzz... go into the vagina again with the rubricant on it to check whether the inner part of vagina is in a good condition or not! after that, the procedure ends and the doctor just explain to me about what he is going to do and what will happen with the rubber that sits inside! then he just drop down one prescription with cream to put on and another appointment to check the ring after six months!
lolzzz
then we go to the transport room and wait for the ambulance to bring us back!
I was really tired and having lots of residents to wash because i was too late back to the nursing home! sigh!
anyhow! i am not going to work tomorrow and go for shopping!yoohoo

hehe!

I am now waiting for tomorrow!
B'coz tomorrow gonna be an extremely tired day!
Starts from 0630am till 1200 midnight!
Not Kidding!
huh!
I think i will faint until i come back home!
lolzzz
kk..start do revision now!
keke!

I wonder what's the song's name!

When i was young i'd listen to the radio
waiting for my favourite songs
when they played i'd sing along it make me smile
Those were such happy times and not so long ago
how i wondered where they'd gone
but they're back again just like a long lost friend
all the songs i love so well
every shalala every wo'wo still shines
every shing-a-ling-a-ling that they're strating to sing so fine
when they get to the part
where he's breaking her heart it can really make me cry just like before
it's yesterday once more