Ah Jane!

Today, i did my Nursing assignment by writing a maximum 800 words essay in an hour. But i only manage to write up to 500 words followed the in-text references! What the hell and rushing time! I felt relieve after the assignment and hope i pass that. Another one is Ah Jane, my schoolmate, she told me in facebook that she failed her evidence assignment and ask me to help her for the next assignment but the problem is i haven't have my assignment back yet and since she told me about her marks, my heart started to giggling not because of cold weather but I AM SCARE ! i am so scare that i might fail the subject too! Damn!
Hope i really did that good and pass it!!!
GOD BLESS ME!

Hmmp!!!

I was pissed off for the last few days because of Arthur Ling!!!
He makes me feel like i want to knock his head!!!
I want to punish him by not talking, msn, webcam and msg with him for a week!
I know i can't because i will miss him...lolzz
so, i decide to gei gei talk to him in msn for a while then BYE again!
B'coz i am still a bit angry with what he did recently!
sigh!

关心。

刚刚我看了堂姐的部落格，我哭了。
知道她在那里发生的事 情，点点滴滴。
考试，功课，朋友，感情和想家等等。
更你说吧。。我的感觉就像你的部落格所说的。
和你一样，考试很难，功课压力大，很多功课，有时都不懂怎么做，又没有朋友帮忙，没有很要好的朋友，感情生活就算了，我也超想家的，我的工作等等。
这一切都是压力，考验。我们都要去承担的。
说真的我是不害怕我考得很差，而是我怕我爸妈给我的期望都被我搞炸了。。
其实，说真的！我的压力也很大。就比如：

家人：真的，我在facebook说我很闷，说实在的。。我很闷因为这里我没家人陪我而不是有没有男朋友的 （别人都以为这样，我疯！）。。我喜欢和我的家人一起笑，一起吃，一起讲话。 来到这里，我觉得很空虚，没家人开玩笑，很闷，出去又很懒惰。。又不想一个人出街，因为我习惯和我的家人一起生活了。不能没有他们！有些人说去找找朋友出街，朋友又不能然我胡言乱语。

考试：去年考试。虽然我考过了。很高兴。 可是今年我发现课业增加了。要求很多。我的英文写作其实不是很好，可是幸好我的朋友都肯帮我看看我的文章。感谢他，又然我过关了。 还有，说真的，大学我可以应付过来，但是考雅思，得永久居民证，会让我爸妈很失望。很对不起他们。都是因为我的英文不好。 说真的，我也希望我可以留在这里啊。 可是又不想离开你们所以我选者去新加坡。 我妈有时会骂我说为什么考不过没多练英文，我觉得她骂得没错。可是，我学了又学还是一样啊。。当我跟她说我的雅思还是拿一样的分数，她没骂我，而且还说就一直去考。 我知道你这样做是为了我好，为了我的前途，将来，可是能怎样？
妈，说真的你给我的压力好大。可是我还是答应你，我会尽量！尽量！

工作：工作压力也大。早上还要很早起来。工作是不想让我爸出很多钱给我这样念书。我不想要让我爸还我的生活费和担心我。我是可以自力更生的。我最最怕的是你还的钱，我没好好珍惜。如果我考试fail了。我真的很对不起你们！！！ 我答应我妈不要花很多钱在没用的东西上 （衣服等的）实习压力也更大。。

给堂姐的话：
要坚强！不要因为一次的失败就放弃！
功课多多努力。 不会的问问朋友！考试不过，就换科。。念你喜欢念的。。家人永远都支持你的！我也是！或在给自己一个努力的机会。！
想家嘛，就打电话回家。。在忍耐多几年！ 忍忍忍！！！
要记得念书是人生的一部分也要经历的事情。毕业了，就没的好念了！
加油！
遇到困难哭了，然后把眼泪擦干，再往上冲！ 努力在努力！ 尽力就好！
一起加油！
明天会更好！

6 th december

I am not sure whether it's warm or cool today? It seems like never be cool since that day! I am under the HOT red SUN! I was back from my work and came back to have a shower and take a short nap because i havent been sleeping enough! Today was my 6thworking day and i gonna to have 2 days off which is tomorrow and wednesday then go back to work on the thursday then again off on friday! Well, i hate this thursday and hope i am going to have a good shift on that day! If not, i am going to kill myself... I am working with someone who work very slowwwwww and i can guess that i am going to do all the job that day! so it's better for me to have a really good rest on the wednesday and work for the thursday! I am going out with my friend tomorrow but i dont feel like going out because i have been out for 6 days for non stop already for working and i can hardly stay in my room..but if i am not going out, i will find myself boring and even became nuts at home! sigh! So, i decided to go out! but what is the next day? go out again? People! help me!
arhhh

Blog again!

I feel like blogging right now! I went to work just now and i had a good easy shift but i felt upset. It is because one of my old lady who is from GREEK has passed away this morning and i was shock! Personally, i like her because she is nice and friendly to us (all of the staff) and i talked to her sometimes when i am free and laugh with her! BUT today! GOD has took her away which is unfair to us! She has passed away because of liver dysfunction and this morning she as alright with the shower and dressed up well! but all in the sudden she has vomitted with blood! She was not well this morning and she just can't wait till the ambulance to came and pick her up to her hospital for treatment! OMG! I WAS soo upset with her! She is an independent lady and she told me that she was a tailor where all her nighties was made by her which i think they are really nice! and sometimes she wanted to call to her son or brother in melbourne and i took her to the front nurses station to have a phone call! Also, sometimes she wants to sit outside to have a fresh air instead of having the stuffy air in the nursing home! I took her out there and sitting with her. She was a cute residents and i love her name! It's bad that she can't celebrate Christmas with us! =(

ps: REST IN PEACE, Alingka! Thank you for being talking and chit-chatting with me all this while when i am free and Merry Christmas !

It's Sunday!

Hi, guys! I am back here in my blog again! Seriously, i have got nothing to write about today because my day is just started and it's only 11.30am! I just woke up because i have slept enough! The weather for today suppose to be 30degree but it seems like only 25 or 28 degree out there and i can feel it is cooler out there! Hope the weather not gonna change until i go back home k? just stay for 25 till 28 degree for this summer and i will be so much appreciate it! Oh well, yesterday my friend was asking me about the house stuff and ask me when do those guys move out and we need to know the exact time for us to move because those china people keep on asking us about when are we going to move actually! This is non of their business and i hate the feeling of people keep pushing us! BUT when we move we do move all the things especially the microwave that they are using right now and they didnt know that the microwave are actually belongs to us! and they have to buy after that!!! wootsss!!!They will soo much appreciate us for having our things and yet we do not complaint for them to use those household thingy!
ok..Let's me try to call those guys see whether they already move or not because we cant wait anymore! we have to go!!!
* GuyS, i know u can't understand what am i actually mean in this blog, so just ignore this as i tried to talk to myself here* teehee!

Pimple!

I just got back from work and sat down in front of my lappy. I starts to yawn after that! Why am i like that all this while? Is it because i am getting old and why am i get tired so easily nowadays? lolzzz. and somemore i am having my period at the moment which i am soo happy with because my pimples has gone once my period get started.. woots.. I hate pimple on my face. It is because it grows only one and not a small one BUT a really bursty BIG one. like a volcano with the white pus. Sometimes, if i dont touch it, i feel like something on my face! Sometimes, my hands were itchy too much then i will go and pick my pimple and the volcano has burst and bleeding! and it mark down on my face with a pale red spot which takes a very long time to cure it! The venue of the pimple are always at the same place e.g. is either on my chin (below my mouth) or on my cheek(next to my nose) what a stupid place it grows and makes me looks ugly..haha My pimple is my period's signal so, if u guys see my face come out with pimple then that's mean i am going to have my period very soon. and now my face looks soo nice and "slippery" hahah..as in chubby face(i have a big and wide face) with no spots on it! I feel relieve...pheww.. and that's all about my pimple !!

owh, today i met king! i never see him like almost 1.5 years and glad to met him again! he looks old and pale with beard all around? which he doesnt look like this before..haha..anyways, the girlfriend was shy and charming..hehe..hope he is doing well in everything!

Cold weather tonight and tomorrow gonna have a really nice warm weather! singlet again as sharonLEE's wish..haha

good night guys! i am going to sleep after finish my yummy yorgurt!

me again!