Wednesday, March 17, 2010







Hectic or Unstressful life?

Hectic life!!!
I had experience those words that i had mentioned above few days ago! I really had a very hectic life which some cannot handle it or maybe some handle it very well. Life is so much stressful for me. I had a really bad day for past few days due to those bloody uni life. I had got into my uni life for the second year of nursing studies which i found it was really hard for me because i am still not get used to the system that those students used as i am new to the uni. I tried to ask those seniors and luckily some of them helped me and willing to give me some proper information that satisfy me. For examples, i have to log on the student system through online EVERYDAY to register the class and re-arrange the class for myself or else there's no more place for me to get into the class. Other than that, i also need to check those e-mail from the lecturers or tutors who might send us some announcement and check those subjects or assignment on FLO (Flinders Learning Online) which is really new to me. I had never done all these stuff before. Back into the classes that i had attended (i means tutorials), i felt really frustrated at first because of those classmates that i had who were all aussies with those yellow hair and fair skins which makes me weird and felt really uncomfortable. I am not even dare to speaks out my opinion during the tutorials as those aussies who were able to / most likely to speaks out loudly and the only asian who is me and the other indians girl who always late attend the tutorials was kept silent for the whole day! For me, i will feel uncomfortable and cannot get used to the environment with a lots of aussies so i decided to change the class. Again, i manage to change the class a little bit later which is really good and suitable for me. If not, i might have to wake up early in the morning to attend the class. However, my uni scene was not really good. It is like few blocks of old building and not as good as the buildings from the main campus. Anyways, i have to do my blood test on Friday before i go for my placement. And i think i have got a block placement for this year which is quite good for me ( but it doesn't matter if i got DEU placement) because i can work on thursday till sunday!

Unstressful Life!!
My life is getting better after experienced those pathetic life. I felt like i am getting used to my uni life now. Maybe because i change to new classes which i have got some asians friends. But of course we are still speaks in english and not mandarin. I felt soo much better to gather with some of the chinese and get to know some new friends. For me, i rather speaks english with those asians than those aussies as i have some confident to speaks out loudly with those asians. My life starts to get better now and i hope it would be more exciting things to come. Anyways, i am happy because i can have more money now as i can work some part time during my studies and save my money in the bank to get some interests!! How clever am i!! keke

* I have bought 4 pasta sauces just now from coles + add up i have like around 8 bottles of those pasta sauces** grin!!! help me to finish those things!
* I have bought 2litres of milks which makes me more fat!!!
*One spagetti**
ahha....i will upload those photo in a while..hehe
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Saturday, March 13, 2010

SHOCKING!!!

something happens that shocks me today!!! guess what? one of my friends that i think they are the most beautiful couples and everlasting and i really hope they will get marry in the future BUT finally, break up is the final relationship for them!!! How sad? they had already past like 5 years in the relationship and separate at last. i am still cannot understand.. for me i would rather go smoothly with my boyfriend as if we have go for like more than 3 years. i would not let any "break up" chances to come into my life!!! i will appreciate it!!! However, that's my friends and they become friends already.
today i was soo boring and come to talk to my friend as she was still sad in her broken relationship. I found out that she has 19 ex-bf!!!!!!! which is terribly shock me! even she had a relationship with david chai ( a singer from our sch) and i really cant believe they were both runs together before.! my god..!!
Anyways, this is the things that shocks me a lots!
刚刚那个是我煮的面哦。。哈哈。。我好开心尽然能够post到这样。。。哈哈。。笑死了。。actually i still got some other picture lerrr...but they are all with my sister...sigh,.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Stress OUT!!!

Finally i am waiting for today which is the day of "internet line" coming back! but i think it's only for now and i cant predict what is going to happen later.. Keep running the internet, please!!! Or else i cannot do anything like go uni websites and etc. I am going to talk about problems that i faced about few days ago. First was my friends. I am friendly enough to introduce a guys for my housemate. well, it's just msn chatting and they are going very well as the guy who is 31 years old currently urge to marry or looking for a girl. haha...and i dont think that i am matching him. that's is why i introduce my housemate to him. They are going quite well and something shocked was the guy ask her to be his girlfriend after only 2 days of chatting. My friend was like soo ashame and i think she accept with the guy's queries. It is because this is the first time she "pakto" bah.. haha...that's for my friend and it's happened few days ago.
Next, My uni stuff really stress me OUT!!! i felt really stress for this few days. It is because i am the only one chinese in the class with all the aussies around. I can only kept quiet all the time and as i dont know how to answers what had tutor asked. I felt really out of mind. i wish i could change to another class but today was the last day of changing. anyways, i will try my best to talk something in the class. For instance, my housemates, they are really hardworking with their uni stuff. They started to open the textbooks and have a read/ flip through the books and i haven't because i've got the different textbooks. sighs.. i could not concentrate on my studies at the moment and keep watching the series!!
Third part was, i cannot sleep for the whole night as i had got a very serious stomache which makes me frustrated and keep moving around in the bed felt uncomfortable! i dont know what to do. My period came and i dont know how am i going to work later? am i suppose to throw the shift? or just be patient for 5 hours?

I wish i am now back in my country!!!
now, i am going to look for the uni stuff...sighs
**will update when i am free***