25/01/2010 sleepy day

i was very busy for these few days because of my visa. i have been to the clinics for few times in a day and run here and there. One of the big problem was my malaysia identity card! i forgot to bring it back as i never think of it before i came to malaysia. i just bring my passport back here. my mum was sooo angry with me because of my carelessness. and i felt very sorry about that. however, everything has done include my visa and the doctor said that i have to drop down both of the passport number in the medical form and send them to kl immigration office so that the authorities knew i had change the passport. One problem has settled today. i can have my new passport by tomorrow because the immigration lady told me that the computer system was down and cannot process the passport in a day. Now, i have to continue to introduce my house..hehe... and i must post some pictures of my house in here to keep it for memory so that i can look at them when i was boring or miss home. i had a house with 4 rooms and 4 bathroom which is incredible. haha...if compare to my rented house back in australia, it was totally dissapointed. That's why i think i am living in a very poor environment back in australia while here is like very rich ..hehe...i love here but the weather that makes me still cannot get use to it. maybe because i had already got used to the chilly weather in australia. Now, i am in my mum's office and i am planning to go to swimming tomorrow with my sister in stapak swimming center as she cannot wait to wear her new swimming suit. hope the weather gonna be very good and not much people or else i would be very shy.. haha.. i still have the half day to go and i am wonder where should i go? maybe i will go visit hock lee centre and hope it is not going to rain.

3rd day in MALAYSIA

today is the 3 rd day i am in malaysia! the first day i reach here, it was around 12am in the midnight and i was so damn tired. i've got shock after i saw my brothers and sister. They get taller and thinner than last time 2 years ago. The big surprise was my brother change even taller than me and my brother's low pitch voice makes me feel really uncomfortable and until now the 3 rd day i still cannot get used to it. This is my younger brother!!! He has change a lot and not talking much to me. I cant understand why. It may because we have been separate for 2 years and no topic to talk of. My eldest brother still remain the same as before with not much big changes still with black old glasses, spiky hair with brownish colour, of course taller than me and drive my "blackie". He has not change so much since i saw him in perth about few months ago. However, my sister has got a big change as well. She is getting taller (same height like me) but please do not let her gain "height" again!!! it may makes me to be the "shortie" in our house (i mean among the siblings). My daddy, i hug him after i reach kuching international airport because i haven't been see him for ages!!!!!not much change of him, but he is getting older with more white hair. Poor daddy! and he is still like me (work as hard as a COW). My mummy still the same with fatty body and she has got high blood pressure which needs to be controlled by medicine ( i really hope i can stop my mum from eating MEAT!!) but i cant. That's her mouth and i cannot control her diets! The really BIG BIG changes is my HOUSE!!! it's terribly beautiful and looks modern which can compete with the latest houses!! Everything in the house has change which includes the living room, bedroom and bathroom. My new house has got 2 living room but they are in a real MESS now! and i dont know how to tidy up the living room. i love the new table and it was made from cement. I have 2 desktop and 2 laptop in the house now. dining room and kitchen has change. i love the cabinets in the kitchen which looks good to me. new bedroom with bathroom downstairs. The bedroom upstairs as well. i have got a new renovated bedroom and a bathroom in it. New built in wardrobe which is HUGE enough for me. to be continue...

thursday morning!

woke up at 8 am in the morning. first thing to do was go collect the clothes from outside then come in to pack all my stuff in the luggage and weigh...i thought it was already 20kg who knows only 12.4kgs however i am planning to stop it dont put anything in it anymore or else it will be too heavy for me to carry and walk in the city.Everyone ask me are u excited to go back to malaysia? and why u pack ur luggage at last minute? i was like nothing to be excited for and i still have to sit in the plane for the whole day!!! i cant imagine if i go to uk and how long does the plane takes? huh....might kill me!!! oh well, i am not scare anything about the flight in the sky i just feel really uncomfortable in the airplane which makes me totally pening pening (headache)!! now, i am charging my ipod and hope it will last till tonight and it's time to take shower now!!!
see you guys tonight in malaysia!!!going to update again tonight!!

PISS me off!!! 20/1/2010

again as usual, i woke up early in the morning and gone out to work in the nursing home..one of the good news was..me and my partner had done 5 before breakfast and i thought it was quick enough and that i can have a good time to rest at around 11am..BUT unfortunately, we have to shower a resident which is kinda complicated (a paralyse resident) her left arm cannot moved at all which make us trouble all the time..sometimes she felt like wnat to sit on the toilet but the bloody staff like us keep remind her to do poo or wee in the pad as she has the pad on her and staff are all very lazy to carry her in and out of the bed which could take more than half an hour to finish that and yet.. toileting with no result and for me... i will felt angry and waste out time and energy to carry her. but she dont feel that.. still, she complaint to her brother about us that we ask her to only go tot the toilet in the night time but not in the morning... arh!!!
Now, i would like to talk about the bloody banker in XXX bank in china town!!! i was sooo PISSED off with one of the staff there.. today i insist to go to the bank to do the banking fee waiver for free for one year (which i have to renew it for every year so that i dont have to pay extra when i withdraw some money from atm). i had asked the banker whether can she help me to renew it? but!!! she ask me to get something to prove that u are staying here in australia for the next year..ok..i showed my offer letter ( because my friend showed the banker as well, so i just try to imitate her) my plan was i MUST done this thing by today or else i dont have time to go to the bank until after i come back from malaysia. and then she say no...at least u have ur student id card with u.. but i say i dont have then i said my friend showed the offer letter as well why she can but i cant? anyway, she keep explained and i kept agree with her (face to face) then i turn around and showed the "angry" face.. i think one of the man at the back saw it..then he was laughing at there..i told the banker that ok if u dont want to do for me then i will go to the city!!! ++PISSED++ i walked past down the china town and now get to the city. done the same thing then i told everything that happen in the china town to the other banker in the city..she was like "HOW COME" i said i will complaint and email the customer services about the matter!!!
oh well..after all..i can cool down myself
and i bought myself a new quilt cover..which is a pink one which love shape on it..!!!
how nice it is..hehe

ps: back to Malaysia tomorrow!!! but still have to finish ice-cream and oranges!!!
and tonight i GONNA be alone in the haunted house!!! =(

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喜歡下雨，因為你不會知道我流淚....

喜歡發呆....因為你不會知道我想你....

喜歡孤單....因為你不會發現我愛你....

喜歡在你身邊....因為你是我快樂的唯一因素 ...

20/01/2010 How disgraceful am i!

my life today was not too bad..hehe..
i worked in the morning until 3pm and a very sad thing for today was..i finish my job very late..dont know why. and maybe it was because i need to shower a big and heavy women have to got her up onto the shower chair which is HUGE enough and just enough to sat on the chair. me and my partner was suppose to finish our job at before 11.30am and got ready for feed but!! unfortunately we are LATE! what a very sad thing.. But however, the other teams were late too..i cant understand as well..do they need to shower that much residents? haha...well..tomorrow is the last day i work woohooo..i am soo excited but feel bit frustrated when i thinking of sitting in the plane for 8 hours!!! How am i going to survive in the airplane? i will only reach kch at around 12 midnight if i am not mistaken.. Says today..,i had done sth sooo stupid! i withdraw $1000 today from atm and then come back to Kmart (a shopping center) to buy snackz, baby clothes ( not for me, but my uncle's daughter) hehe... when i got to the cashier i swap my debit card 3 times..and it was access denied!!! i was like stunt! how can it happen? then suddenly i was thinking of the money that i had withdraw which gone to limit for a day..haha...and then i told the cashier that i will pay in cash then..she was like soo blurrr and i open my purse with CASHHH!!! then she was thinking like why dont i pay in cash since i got those cash with me..haha...(thinking too much)...i was laughing at myself at that time..
How disgraceful am i today!
feel like start packing my thingz..but i am lazy..hope my mum is with me now...soo i dont have to worry that much..
sighs..
going back in next 24 hours...

18/01/2010

Yeah! Today is my last 3rd day in Adelaide and it is very cold out there. But, i still have to come back here after 5 weeks. I woke up at 5 am in the morning today to go to work. i was very quiet this morning which u all cannot used to it. This is because i prefer not to talk so much every morning. hehe. I am waiting for the bus with Jane this morning and guess what!!! we did not talk to each other. We go and sit in the different seat as well. I not dare to talk to her maybe because she wasn't in a good mood. I am working from 7am till 3pm and feel happy with no feeling of tiredness. ahha...It was because the bloody assessor Paula in our nursing home did'nt come today and i am not going to be assessed as well...woohoo... i Hope she is not coming tomorrow as well!!! because i am working in the morning tomorrow! Anyway! i had pass the police check to the clerk and one thing has settled! i went to the bank and get some money out from my account then come back to home..straight away, i bake the marinate chicken and it's prepare for the next today of my meals. it is because i am too lazy to cook and lotz of stuff need to be settle such as pack my thingz, do laundry before go back and weigh my luggage, clean my room and so on. now, i am on9-ing on facebook. Oh well, let me talk about the trip yesterday to Goolwa , iT's a place to catch cockle? i dont know what's that and people ask me what does it call in chinese? then i say how do i know? i just know that's a shell for me. haha..i will call those are SHELL.. haha..we catched quite a lot and went back to a friend's house to cook them in different dishes (cantonese dishes) how sad and i couldn't upload the picture as my laptop is in trouble! or else..i will share it in here what's the cockle mean ! i was sooo damn quiet with the church friend (cyf) and they are like keep come to me and try to talk to me.but i was very confuse and scare that i couldn't understand them. that's why i keep myself silent! we came back at 12midnight and then i went to sleep!
Tadaaa...

给前男友的话。。

分手后...
1. 你说过:'' 我希望我们依然是朋友 '' , 但, 你错了! 分手了, 我们不可能是朋友了!!!
2. 只要我们曾经去过的地方, 我永远不会踏入半步, 毕竟我不想触景伤情...
3. 只要你曾经送我的 (戒指, 泰迪熊, 水晶球, 项链, 手环 ) , 我一律丢掉!! 免得看了伤感...
4. 你曾经说过你不嫌弃我胖, 原来那是 '' 爱的谎言 '' 啊!!!
5. 我现在能一个人去面对任何事情了!
6. 我们曾经共同的设定的 ''你我的生日密码 '' , 如今我已经更换了!
7. 我们曾经共同的手机尾数号码, 现在也换了...
8. 我们曾经一起听的 '' 爱的路上只有我和你 '' . 现在我超爱听 '' 一个人生活 ''

请你...
1. 请你不要再打听我的消息了! 我要大声的告诉你 : " 没有你, 我过的很好! ''
2. 请你不要再寻找我, 我已经离开了我们爱的世界...
3. 请你把你曾经对我的爱彻底的忘了吧! 不要再留恋了! 这样对我才公平点!!
4. 请你尊重你曾经爱过的女生!! 虽然与你发生过关系, 但是, 女生的心是脆弱的....
5. 请你不要再说 '' 对不起 ! '' , 你没有错! 错的是我们有缘无份...

当你有了新的对象后...
1. 请你把曾经对我的爱转移给她更多, 她肯定比我更幸福!
2. 不要把我跟她来做比较, 你已经选择了她, 证明她有一定的吸引力...
3. 当你有了新女朋友, 请不要告诉我! 因为我不喜欢知道关于你的一切...
4. 请你不要带她在我面前晃来晃去, 我是真的会很嫉妒的哦!
5. 当你有了她之后, 请别告诉她我是你的旧情人, 免得我 '' 横死街头, 无人揭晓 '' 啊!!
6. 当你有了她之后, 请别再对我依依不舍!!
7. 当你有了她之后, 请你别再找我叙旧... 就算是同学集会, 我不会与你共同一桌!
8. 当你有了她之后, 请你不要找我跟你上床, 因为我并不是你的'' 泄欲工具 '' !!

我想说:
谢谢你曾经在我生命中出现过, 我们共同经过的事, 可以写下许多的故事, 我希望我们永远都会记得那美好的曾经, 如果我说我从来没有爱过你, 那是假的!! 毕竟两个人会在一起当然是对彼此有感觉才一起的啊!! 分手后, '' 你走你的阳光道, 我过我的独木桥 '' , 是的, 我想或许分手是一种解脱, 我可以寻找更好的, 你也一样... ^^